Growing Up: a MYTH OR a REALITY?

 hi, today lets talk about growing up..

"Growing up", the word have always fascinated throughout my life. When I was 6, I thought being able to stay at home alone durung the day as a grown up. I gre a little elder, I supposed myself as a grown up because I became elder daughter of the house after the birth of my sibling. After then, I considered myself grown up as I was able to go school by my own. Slowly and gradually I adored myself being grown when I started cooking, doing school projects all on my own, washing some of my dresses, feeding my younger one, being expert at buying vegetables from a grocery store and many more. 

But slowly and eventually when I actually started growing up, I became numb, I turned speechless. I feel I have turned into a grown up, fully dependent child again. Sounds confusing Right? I too feel confused these days. Cooking meals doesn't feel like achievement. I don't feel overjoyed on seeing my projects assignment completed, I don't exclaim in joy when I wash my clothes. All because this is growing up. I have realized these are my responsiblilities. But why isn't there a joy of getting grown up, achieving all the desired tasks in swift? I feel confused,,,,,,,,will continue later on